12:53 PM

so long didn't hang out in irc liaoz...
yesterday evening i re-appeared in irc once again... as a new nickname in preparation for my comeback to SPINX.

raine, as in collin rayne's rayne but i changed the "y" to "i".
[mandarin meaning... black rain.]

i was in a certain daze the whole night... i kept pondering whether i should go back.
it sure is rather tempting because i'm having an itchy mouth lately to talk on air again.

some reasons that are withdrawing me...
- the quality of the hosting dropped.
- the language use is bad
- the music flow of the hosts sucks
- the illegal issues are still unclear
- the management has an internal mess (after hearing stories from lots of staff)
- the public control is total messed up (worse than last time's netradio)
- my weekends would be sacrificed (that means no more clubbing or social activities) because i need to do voice ads for them
- i need to spend some freaking bucks to buy a new microphone

anyway, after screwing around in the channel, ^WM^ brother and I decided that it's a little impossible for us to return.
the situation is too bad to be saved.

bleahz. we played in the channel until wee hours. i k.o. at 4am after saying good night with them on the skype conference.

Sunday, August 21
//flow thru' you